The Real Thing The Real Thing Tossed into my mind,
stirring the calm
You splash me with beauty and pull me down
You come from
out of nowhere
My glance turns to a stare
Obsession rules me-I'm yours
from the start
I know you see me-Our eyes interlock
You come from out of
nowhere
My glance turns to a stare
One minute here and one minute
there
Don't know if I'll laugh or cry
One minute here and one minute
there
And then you wave good-bye...
Sifting to the bottom, every day for
two
All energy funnels, all becomes you
You come from out of nowhere
My
glance turns to a stare
One minute here and one minute there
Don't know if
I'll laugh or cry
One minute here and one minute there
And it hurts
inside
One minute here and one minute there
And then you wave
good-bye...
Can you feel it, see it,
hear it today?
If you can't, then it doesn't matter anyway
You will never
understand it cuz it happens too fast
And it feels so good, it's like walking
on glass
It's so cool, it's so hip, it's alright
It's so groovy, it's
outta sight
You can touch it, smell it, taste it so sweet
But it makes no
difference cuz it knocks you off your feet
You want it all but you can't have
it
It's cryin', bleedin', lying on the floor
So you lay down on it and you
do it some more
You've got to share it, so you dare it
Then you bare it
and you tear it
You want it all but you can't have it
It's in your face
but you can't grab it
It's alive, afraid, a lie, a sin
It's magic, it's
tragic, it's a loss, it's a win
It's dark, it's moist, it's a bitter
pain
It's sad it happened and it's a shame
You want it all but you can't
have it
It's in your face but you can't grab it
What is it?
It's
it
What is it?...
Back and forth, I sway with
the wind
Resolution slips away again
Right through my fingers, back into
my heart
Where it's out of reach and it's in the dark
Sometimes I think
I'm blind
Or I may be just paralyzed
Because the plot thickens every
day
And the pieces of my puzzle keep crumblin' away
But I know, there's a
picture beneath
Indecision clouds my vision
No one listens...
Because
I'm somewhere in between
My love and my agony
You see, I'm somewhere in
between
My life is falling to pieces
Somebody put me together
Layin'
face down on the ground
My fingers in my ears to block the sound
My eyes
shut tight to avoid the sight
Anticipating the end, losing the will to
fight
Droplets of "yes" and "no"
In an ocean of "maybe"
From the
bottom, it looks like a steep incline
From the top, another downhill slope of
mine
But I know, the equilibrium's there
Indecision clouds my vision
No
one listens
Because I'm somewhere in between
My love and my agony
You
see, I'm somewhere in between
My life is falling to pieces
Somebody put me
together
Surprise! you're dead!
Ha
ha! open your eyes
See the world as it used to be when you used to be in
it
When you were alive and when you were in love
And when I took it from
you!
It's not over yet
You don't remember?
I won't let you
forget
The hatred I bestowed
Upon your neck with a fatal blow
From my
teeth and my tongue
I've drank and swallowed, but it's just begun
Now you
are mine
I'll keep killing you until the end of time
Surprise! you're
dead!
Guess what?
It never ends...
The pain, the torment and torture,
profanity
Nausea, suffering, perversion, calamity
You can't get away
You're everything
That's
why I cling to you
When I emerge
My thoughts converge to you
To
you
The world is so small
Compared to you
And everybody's
wrong
Compared to you
To you
I begin to see through your eyes
All
the former mysteries are no surprise
So now, you listen
Cuz I'm
omniscient
Hey look at me lady
I'm just a little baby
You're lucky to
have me
I'm cute and sweet as candy
As charming as a fable
I'm innocent
and disabled
So hug me and kiss me
Then wipe my butt and piss me
I hope
you never leave
Cuz who would hear me scream?
Nobody understands
Except
the toys in my hands
So now you listen
Cuz I'm omniscient
Hey look at
me lady
I'm just a little baby
If I smile, then you smile
Then I'll get
mad for awhile
I melt in your mouth
And in your hands whenever I
can
But I really do nothing
Except kickin' and fussin'
I like to make a
mess
I laugh at your distress
I sit all day in my crib
Absorbing all
you give
I'm helpless
I'm flawless
I'm a machine
Give me, I need my
toys...
Keep me hot
Keep me strong
Keep me everlong
So now you
listen
Cuz I'm omniscient
I know the feeling
It is
the real thing
The essence of the truth
The perfect moment
That golden
moment
I know you feel it too
I know the feeling
It is the real
thing
You can't refuse the embrace...
It's like the pattern below the
skin
You gotta reach out and pull it all in
And you feel like you're too
close
So you swallow another dose
The pinnacle of happiness
Filling up
your soul
You don't think you can take any more
You never wanna let
go
To touch the roots of experience
The most basic ingredients
To see
the unseen glitter of life
And feel the dirt, grief, anger and
strife
Cherish the certainly of now
It kills you a bit at a time
Cradle
the inspiration
It will leave you writhing on the floor...
This is so
unreal, what I feel
This nourishment, life is bent
Into a shape I can
hold
A twist of fate, all my own
Just grit your teeth, make no
sound
Take a step away and look around
Just clench your fist and close
your eyes
Look deep inside, hypnotize
The whisper is but a shout
That's
what it is all about
Yes, the ecstasy, you can pray
You will never let it
slip away
Like the sacred song that someone sings through you
Like the
flesh so warm that the thorn sticks into
Like the dream you know one day will
come to life
Try to hold on just a little longer, stronger
It's the jewel
of victory
The chasm of misery
And once you have bitten the core
You
will always know the flavor
The split second of divinity
You drink up the
sky
All of heaven is in your arms
You know the reason why
It's right
there, all by itself
And what you are, there is nothing else
You're
growing a life within a life
The lips of wonder kiss you inside
And when
it's over the feeling remains
It all comes down to this
The smoke clears,
I see what it is
That made me feel this way...
This is so unreal, what I
feel
Flood, sell your soul, feel the blood
Pump through your veins, can't
explain
The element that's everything
Just clench your fist and close your
eyes
Look deep inside, hypnotize
Yes, the ecstasy, you can pray
You
will never let it slip away
Like the echoes of your childhood laughter, ever
after
Like the first time love urged you to take it's guidance, in
silence
Like your heartbeat when you realize you're dying, but you're
trying
Like the way you cry for a happy ending, ending...
I know
Looking down into the
water
It's hard to make out your face
If our love is drowning, then
why
Do I feel so out of place?
Bubbling up to the surface
Are you
getting a breath of fresh air?
Forever longing to make you mine
But I
can't escape your stare...
Liquid seeps into your lungs
But your eyes look
so serene
It's wonderful how the surface ripples
But you're perfect, and I
cannot breathe
Forever longing to make you mine
But I can't escape your
stare...
Hold me closer, keep me near
My underwater love
Hold me
closer, keep me near
I'll never get enough
Touch me from below
I'll
never let you go
But I can't escape
Awakened by the sun
light
Victimized by last night
Memories flashin' through my head
Was I
just born or am I dead?
Yesterday's forgotten, the morning after
I can
taste you, I can hear your laughter
Fading in the distance
Recollections
drifting
Bloodstains on my tattered clothes
Each minute the fear
grows
If I could just lay down to rest
I'm tired of searching for
myself
If I am dead, how can I feel such love?
If I am dead, why am I
dreaming?
If I am dead, where do I go from here?
If I am dead, why does
this pain feel so good?
Is this my blood dried upon my face?
Or is it the
love of someone else?
It tastes so sweet, just like you used to
So rescue
me my love, splice us together
I remember loving you so much
But where are
you and where's your fatal touch?
When I closed my eyes, was it my
siesta?
Did I encounter a darkness stronger than sleep?
I am thirsty for
my sleep
There are no answers anyway...
Generals gathered in their
masses
Just like witches at black masses
Evil minds that plot
destruction
Sorcerers of death's construction
In the fields are bodies
burning
As the war machine keeps turning
Death and hatred to
mankind
Poisoning their brainwashed minds, Oh Lord yeah
Politicians hide
themselves away
They only started the war
Why should they go out to
fight
They leave that all to the poor
Time will tell on their power
minds
Making war just for fun
Treating people just like pawns in
chess
Wait til the judgement day comes
Now in darkness world stops
turning
As you hear the bodies burning
No more warpigs have the
power
And as God has struck the hour
Day of judgement, God is
calling
On their knees the warpigs crawling
Begging mercy for their
sins
Satan laughing spreads his wings, Oh Lord yeah
Come here, my love
I'll
tell you a secret
Come closer, now
I want you to believe it
I'll tell
you all the things
You want to hear
Don't worry, baby
There's nothing
to fear
Hey, little girl
Would you like some candy?
Look into my
eyes
I've seen it all
Hand in hand
Together we fall
We'll sing and
dance
And we'll find romance
And we'll stroll to the edge of the
world
Come sit right down
Lay your head on my shoulder
It's not the
point
That I'm forty years older
You can trust me
I'm no
criminal
But I'd kill my mother
To be with you
We'll sing and
dance
And we'll find romance
And we'll stroll to the edge of the
world
Give me a smile
Let me see those pearlies
I'll do anything
For
the little girlies...